Those days will
soon remain as memories: just plain memories. If rewinding a part of my past
and playing it in loop are possible, I could have done it in order to cherish
those memories. Even if it means upon reaching a certain season of adulthood I
will become a child again, and even if those scenes would be repeating in
cycles, I would rather have them than seeing my fate happening.
My
days are counted. Soon, I’m going to be married to a man. I will become a wife
of someone after a week. My last few weeks have been so busy preparing for my
wedding. Not just I, but all the people around me were busy. Being a
bride-to-be is not like a princess waiting for that special day of happy ever
after with the prince; a bride-to-be must iron out everything before the
wedding comes: from venue, gowns, sponsors, up to reception area and honeymoon.
And life does not end in marriage, so as long as I live, I cannot say that it
will be a happy ever after.
To
isolate myself from the busyness of my marriage preparation, I went to a
library to read. Reading novels allows me to forget reality for some hours. As
that day comes near, my desire to forget reality becomes greater. I never
really wanted that marriage in the first place; I never really loved him
either. I am forced to marry someone whom I lately knew in order to strengthen
my family’s business connections. I love someone else, but my parents did not (and
will not ever) permit me. If my family is not powerful enough to make the life
of the one I love miserable in the eyes of the society, I could have left them
and fearlessly decide to leave that engagement.
The
smell of old books attracts me so much. I scanned from one shelf to another
until I spotted the thin white book of The
Little Prince. It was my favorite childhood story; and also his favorite novella. How come that some things like this reminds me
of him, I thought. We used to talk about it when we were young, believing that
if the Little Prince did not allow the snake to bite him, he could have been
alive until now.
I
grabbed the book, sat on the floor and leaned on a tall shelf filled with lots
of other books. I opened the white book and scanned through its pages. The
illustrations remain beautiful in the eyes of a grown-up like me, since it
became a part of my childhood. These illustrations widened my developing
imagination when I was young.
“Hello
there!” I suddenly heard a small, childlike voice. I stood up and walked across
the room, looking on the each horizontal shelf that separate the room into
sections. I was the only person in the room. I returned to the place where I
sat and continued reading the book.
“Hey
miss! I’m here!” This time, that same small voice disturbed me.
“Me?”
I replied.
Yes,
the only person holding my book.”
I
looked at my side and saw a tiny young man standing beside me. He was a yellow
haired and dressed in royal clothes. His eyes looked innocent, and he was
smiling at me.
I
checked the book I was holding and saw the illustration of the Little Prince. Although
the drawing is not as detailed as the little man I was seeing at that time, it
confirmed that what I saw right before my eyes is the Little Prince.
“You
are… the prince here?” I, still surprised by what I saw, said these words to
him as I pointed the illustration at the front cover. He nodded.
The
place was cold because the AC was on. The fact that I felt that coldness and
the dusty books around me made me realize that I was not dreaming and what I
was seeing is true.
“Why
did you call me?”
“Because
you are the only person in this room, and you are the only person who opened
that book of mine after five years.”
I
felt sad upon hearing that, because I am also guilty of leaving his story
behind. I grew up without thinking of the Little Prince until that moment of
our encounter. I belonged to those grown-ups who left children’s stories to our
childhood years.
“I
thought you were dead,” I said to him.
“And
according to what you are seeing now, I am not,” he responded. “I was able to
return to my planet and saw my rose again.”
“How
is she now?”
“She
is too old to bloom as beautiful as the first time I saw her, yet she is still
that same rose whom I love so dearly.”
There
was a dead silence between us. I knew that the reminiscence of his old rose
made him feel sad at that time.
“Why
did you return to Earth?” I asked.
“Because
I thought I would still be able to see the pilot I met when I first arrived
here. I want to tell him that my rose is still alive. After few weeks of my
search for him, I heard that he was dead already. At first I thought that it
was untrue, but when I went to this library and saw his biography and his book
telling our story, it validated the words I heard from the people. I am really
missing him.”
I
was not able to say anything for a moment. He was so sad and I do not know how
to comfort him, to at least alleviate that sadness in his heart.
At
last, I was able to say a sentence. “What can I do for you?”
He
looked at me, and his eyes suddenly enlightened with hope. “Please go with me.
We will go back to the planet where I live.”
“How
can we travel from here to your planet?”
He
walked away towards a box. “You see this box? There is a cobra inside it. For
five years I was able to go back and forth from asteroid B-612 to Earth using
this cobra. Maybe you can help me bring back the beauty of my rose. I think she
needs company other than me. We can then leave Earth and live there forever.”
I
saw the box. It was not huge enough for a cobra in it. “There is a cobra in
it?”
“Yes.”
“But Little
Prince, I am going to be married next week. Actually, I’ll be marrying a person
whom I never loved.”
“Marrying
him? Is it possible that a woman will marry a man whom she never loved?”
With
a faltering voice, I replied to him, “In this world, it is possible. In this
world full of grown-ups, it is possible.” I felt the tears flowing from my
eyes.
“Ssshh…
Don’t cry, miss. I’m sorry if I made you feel sad. If you want, you can run
away from this mess. But once you decide to run, it will be very hard to come
back. Would you like to go with me?”
I
stopped crying and thought for a moment. I can either leave this world or stay
until that dreadful day comes. And how about the person I really loved? Even
here or in B-612, I will not be able to see him. Since that day my parents knew
that I loved him, he never appeared to me again. They have the powers to make
him disappear. When I say powers, it means financial powers that enlarge their
sphere of influence. They can do anything they want except one: they cannot go
to B-612.
I
decided to retrieve my childhood days. At least I can have him in those days.
“Do
you trust me, my lady?”
“Okay.
I will go with you.”
***
Note: This is a story written for PI100. Believe it or not, this is an assignment in PI100, although this activity is not connected to Jose Rizal. But I really enjoyed writing short stories like these. It revived the dying writer inside me (or if there was no real writer inside me, it allowed to give birth to a new one. :D ). We were given a situation, and then we will write a story about it. In this case, the situation happened in the library, a week before my wedding, where I met the Little Prince and invited me to go to his planet. Forgive me if this story is weird. :)))
